I've just realized that life doesn't always work out the way you planned it. I was supposed to attend a makeup course in Dublin in September, but the 7 banks I went to won't give me the loan so I'm basically left without nothing. I don't know what I'm going to do. I'm stressed, scared and quite panicked but I refuse to be sad or depressed. No, instead of seeing this as a problem, I'm going to take this as an opportunity because there's a reason this is happening, it's going to help me grow as a person and shape me. My plan is to look for a job and save up for the makeup course I want to do. My end goal hasn't changed but the way I'm going to achieve it has. Being an organized freak like me, the fact that nothing is going according to plan is very stressful and scary but I'm using it as motivation to work harder, to do better. It's going to get better, I know it. 

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Take care. 

Sha

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